It's kind hard for me and my Amor, to have relationship that is separate by long distance. It's Hard and too many obstacles that always appears in daily life.
Sometimes I feel lonely, because she is not here with me and sometime i really miss her or sometimes i just envy to other couples because they are dating in front of me.One of the weird thing is, sometimes i just want to end this relationship because it's too hard and feelings fade away..
Well..that's right because in order to keep love alive at least you should spend more time with your love one, otherwise the feeling may fade away or somebody may replace you...
I feel same way...At some point i really miss her but at some point also i just wanna to end this relationship. I am sure she is also feeling same way....
But if i look more deeply..our relationship is putting into test, if we can survive then she is mine that God has sent to me :D....
It's has been rough path for both of us because, the only way we can contact each other is by SMS or Calling and i hope she can understand and just hope that i am still hers
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
How I Met Her
Well..it's all started when i enter my university year. I am person who is "shy" and tend to hide behind box so there were a lot of girls in my uni but i am not brave enough to date them + i don't have confident in my self.
Acctually we were in different departement, so we rarely see each other. Even when we pass by each other, we just ignore each other because i don't feel anything to her so does she.
On one day..we just joke among our class mate about who's dating other girls or boys from other departement and out from no where..i asked one of my friend what's her name...and there you go...news all of over the class that i have feelings for her and she heard the news but she just ignore + sometimes i saw her "boyfriend" so for me was just to ignore yet im still curious about her.
As time goes...i got scholarship and 2 days before i leave the country..i told her about what i feel...of course not from eyes to eyes but from letter that i do really like her. She was a little upset because i told her right on time where i should leave. I act so stupid and coward because if i told her earlier at least we went out together and create some memories before i leave...gosh i hate for what i have done
Any way..i gave her, my pic and letter..and she gave me also her pic and letters which until now im still keeping it. Thanks for technology otherwise we lost contact forever.
So i have unfinished task...I swear by the time i return i should hang out with her more. ....
Honey...just wait me there..sure i will be back to you coz i am yours....
"Aeroporto Comoro Mak Hatene"
Acctually we were in different departement, so we rarely see each other. Even when we pass by each other, we just ignore each other because i don't feel anything to her so does she.
On one day..we just joke among our class mate about who's dating other girls or boys from other departement and out from no where..i asked one of my friend what's her name...and there you go...news all of over the class that i have feelings for her and she heard the news but she just ignore + sometimes i saw her "boyfriend" so for me was just to ignore yet im still curious about her.
As time goes...i got scholarship and 2 days before i leave the country..i told her about what i feel...of course not from eyes to eyes but from letter that i do really like her. She was a little upset because i told her right on time where i should leave. I act so stupid and coward because if i told her earlier at least we went out together and create some memories before i leave...gosh i hate for what i have done
Any way..i gave her, my pic and letter..and she gave me also her pic and letters which until now im still keeping it. Thanks for technology otherwise we lost contact forever.
So i have unfinished task...I swear by the time i return i should hang out with her more. ....
Honey...just wait me there..sure i will be back to you coz i am yours....
"Aeroporto Comoro Mak Hatene"
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